I’m sorry to all of you who have been constantly messaging me - the ones who I haven’t been replying back to and the ones who have been begging me to write again. I don’t know when I’ll be able to write on here, as consistently as I used to, but I’ll hope that that time will be soon. I’ve been in the midst of attempting to sort out my life (once again) and I felt that I needed to shut off everything that had been distracting me. Tumblr was one of them, especially because so many people I knew somehow found this blog of mine and have been making such a big deal out of it; it wasn’t my outlet anymore.
But in regards to figuring out what has been going on in my life, my mind has been feeling sorely disjointed and ajar - a lot has been changing. Who I am, what I like, what I feel, and what I am choosing to do with myself have all been shifting. I don’t appreciate the same things that I used to. The way that I listen, speak, and think about things have all been morphing towards a direction that I have no idea what that is. Hopefully this is all for the better, but… Lately, it has been so immensely discomforting to realize that I am trying to adapt into this new body and this new mind[set].
To those still reading, to those who have been going back to read my old posts to like or to reblog, please be patient with me and thank you for always being so positive.